Reflection on the Last Six months...

I've lived in fear and instability, and nervous energy for a lot of my life. And especially in the beginning of my recent trials with my child. I was very use to having my own health struggles and being okay with whatever came of them, but God allowed a new type of struggle to come in and teach me that I had to deliver everything to Him. I needed to hand a lot of compulsive thoughts and behaviors over to Him, including the need to control which at least I found myself doing in this instance by self comfort thru food. The last two days have been freeing and liberating relying on food once again for nourishment and not security. I stand humbled that my instinct was not to find some other way to control, as I've done time before, but rather draw near my Father. So the last six months has been an absolute blessing to me, something I could not have said Faithfully at the beginning of my journey. Much love to all. Luke:1:46 (NLT) .... “Oh, how my soul praises the Lord. 47 How my spirit rejoices in God my Savior! 48 For he took notice of his lowly servant girl, and from now on all generations will call me blessed. 49 For the Mighty One is holy, and he has done great things for me. 50 He shows mercy from generation to generation to all who fear him. 51 His mighty arm has done tremendous things!